I don't have to go home but I can't stay here.
So, I've been looking forward to this day for a very long time. Mostly because I really wanted to use the lyrics by Semisonic as a blog title, but also I am just super ready to be done.
Good news! I am done!
After graduation this weekend, I'll go home for a week or so, and then up to Alaska.
I'll stay for sure through the end of the season, and depending on how the company does, I will be hired on salary year round.
At least I have a plan I guess.
Also, I guess i sort of suck at that whole 'goodbye' thing. I really have to build myself up to it if I'm going to be emotional at all. Usually my farewells are sort of a "I'm never going to see you again, but its been fun. Here's a hug-You've been great. And if you never hear from me, don't worry too much--I don't stay in touch with anyone really. Also don't be offended that I'm not crying. I only do that in movies."
I suppose I'm just one of those people, that when something ends, it's over, life is different, I adapt, and then it's like life has always been that way. I don't get reminiscent very often. And only rarely nostalgic.
So let this be the message to all: you've been great, really, and don't be offended if I'm the worst goodbye-r on the planet. And remember, we'll always have Provo.